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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

...Joan's words...

It has been such a long time i din drop some words for everyone dy.... How u gals have been doing? Busy wit works, exams or? Let me ask one by one,

Clover: How u doing recently? seldom see u on9 nowadays n din get to chat wit u as often as last time dy...update me bit on wat u doing wo....

Elaine foo mama: Since when u become my mama? hahaha i oso dono...hows your exam? everything going smoothly? result how and hows ur work? guess u r working happily there...when u getting marry wit ah mao inform us earlier u noe!!

Ginny Chow: When u on9 i m working when i fong gong u sleeping...it is so hard for me to meet u n chat wit u...but i guess u r having fun in ur company.. update update me oh..

Mei Yan: I am totally lost of contact with you....u din on9, u din facebook n no where for me to update me bout u....wat r u doing rite now? i tot u said lee hom's ad need kay leh feh...im willing to be one...don forget bout me oh... i hope to have a new working environment too...Update me more on u...

Rachel: Hows u thr, u cant on9 so we seldom can see u...but u sometime follow ur BF to check on tis blog ya... sometime take initiative to update update us over here oh...here is the best place to share n shout out!!

Pearlene: Ok is ur turn? Congrats tt u r a qualified nail educator now!! so nex time v got free menicure n pendicure from u issit? hehehee....got free lesson summo rite? hows u n him now? is he treating u good?

Siew mei: Ah Ma!! hows our cute lil boy doing? How old is he now...u mus upload upload some of his photos over here n urs too... u noe u r so so so so far away from us... mus tell us more on tis blog ya...

Blackie: eh u r stil the same...awake in the middle of the nite doing all kind of quizes in FB...can u use all tos time to sleep...don make it a bad habit la later u turn old very fast one... try sleep early half an hour every week to change ur bad habit la ya...not good not good...

Karmun: Hows ur new job? Is almost a month dy......get to mingle around wit ur colleagues? wat u work as now? working life reali not fun rite? Don u think studying is better now?

Alyson: U r so near to me but our heart r far apart from each oth... Hows ur Marco Polo's life good or soon? U still studying part time? everything good?

The last but not least---Pei Chi: U can on9 but jus dono we can see u sharing ur happiness wit us.. U invited us to ur wedding but u don treat us as ur fren oso... Gave birth dy oso din inform me...haih....

My life over here is full of complication....the older the more problems... being alone is so scary, i don even feel lik going home cos im scare to face my parents tt will pop out some question to me n i dono how to answer em. I feel so misarable now...everyday moving wit no direction. Im jus a failure, failure in everything and can anyone of u can create a 忘情水 for me...? I cant control myself anymore.. i lied on the bed wanted to sleep but i cant...i saw food wanted to eat but jus cant swallow...haih...reali fan n senfu ah.. if u all are my good frens don ask me y.. tis is all i tell.. hope we can meet up again....make it more often ya.. clover forgive all our frens n put ur efforts back to us can?

9 comments:

bLacKie said...

haha...im change my mind alot...
i gt a brand new mind for my life and u wont believe it!!!

I'm trying hard to success every target i set to myself...GaLs, bless me!! i hope i can change!!

Feel so scared when i get to Noe im already 23 years old but still 一事无成...

X money
X Love
X success

SCARED~~~~~~~~~

Pearlene Rosanne said...

hey Joan, I think Im doing good gua..still got 4 days to go, den i can have a long rest!!

free mani n pedi?? can consider la..but u all must bong chan bong chan me mah...hahaXD
tat time i'll ask my student to do for u lor...hehe^^

Pearlene Rosanne said...

oh ya, Blackie, wat kind of goals u have in ur mind right now?? share a bit la..i wanna SUCCESS oso...

Joan said...

Im pretty scare too when i knew tt im 23yrs old...i feel that im so old now and im got the same feeling as blackie:

no $$, no love n not even success in my work...

but blackie starts aiming on her goals dy n i don even got goals...reali such a failure la...:-(

rOom 12-21 said...

im hAving same feeling as well... i wish to be a sucessful business woman,,but am i a career woman?? i can say, NO.. but, why am i having such a goals or can i say it is just a dreams? mmm...im wondering, what is my target actually?? im lost....dono what am i really Like? what is the best way for me to go?

Ginny~

Pearlene Rosanne said...

Haiz..me mah same same..feel myself so old liao..still doing nothing!! none of the 5Cs i've archive!! sad :(

NiCoLe said...

wow~
every1 got the same feelings,nt exclude me oso!!
im feel depressed wif my work..
tired on physically n mentally..
feel lost..
no time to on9 oso...
got time oso i take to sleep...
very stress cz i cant perform my work well..
23 yrs old..wat had i done n wat next goin on?

Clover said...

Dear all.......

Firstly, ady long time i din drop a words here...abt this, i hav no explanation..

y suddenly u all's thinking become so grey??!!!

blackie..Dont feel sacred bcos u ady 23 yrs old!! u r not old!! now is ur begining in achieving all ur new target!! since ady set it then should try the best way to achieve it & get wat u want. No need to scared, just using a happy way to run ur new journey. Be confidence!!

Joan...i din on9 recently bcos my comp got problem, n sent to repair... lik wat i said, Dun scared bcos u ady 23yrs old!! u r not no success in ur work, just u HAVEN success..every successful ppl wil need to run a long n difficult road,now u just starting the few miles of ur road...u r learning frm the beginning stage!! u said u r failure bcos u not even hav goals, then u should find urself back asap,put more effort on ur work, think how to move further...!!
this world dun hav 忘情水, n u oso no need this kind of thg!! that is part of ur love history, let it past n bcome history...Dun avoid the prob, b brave to face it..!! u wil b fine after sometime!! Pls rmb, u r not alone, u hav a lot of frens, u hav ur family!!
ermm...i din angry any1 of our frens, just feel disappointed.. but dun worry..i will not disappointed anymore cos i wont do somehtg that wil make me have such feelling..

Ginny...sometime wat u wish to n dream is not necessarily must be reality..dun force urself to be wat u dream, wat u SHOULD be or wat u WISH to be, just be wat u LIKE to be.. if u dun like the thg, how u force urself u oso wont perform well. yet..,u still can have ur dreams..
find urself back, think clearly wat u really like..!!

siin mun... u too...u r not old!! n y said urself doing nothg??! u just past ur exam n become educator for young nails, is a very good beginning in building ur Career..u r on the way achieving 1 of the 5c leh!!!

Nicole...u....oso the same...23 yrs old is just a beginning!!! Dont feel that u cant perform well in ur work, cos u r just a "new hand"...
especially ur work, as wat u said it is need a lot of time to investigate by urself...so pls give sometime to urself ok??! and, if u really feel tat place is bring a lot suffer to u, just leave it..sure u can find another good job...


frens, be glad that wat u have!! dont make ur life so grey...if u r lost, pls find urself back, dun jus sit there n said "i duno wat i want"..
if u duno wat ur goals really is...dun said u r failure, js this moment u cant define wat u want..u can think it slowly...if really duno, just let it be n be happy...!!
If u really have ur goals, try to achieve it wit putting more effort n patient..., be confidence!! u all can do it de!!

NiCoLe said...

oo..
Yes mom!i'll try!
wish me good luck..

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