...Joan's words...

It has been such a long time i din drop some words for everyone dy.... How u gals have been doing? Busy wit works, exams or? Let me ask one by one,

Clover: How u doing recently? seldom see u on9 nowadays n din get to chat wit u as often as last time dy...update me bit on wat u doing wo....

Elaine foo mama: Since when u become my mama? hahaha i oso dono...hows your exam? everything going smoothly? result how and hows ur work? guess u r working happily there...when u getting marry wit ah mao inform us earlier u noe!!

Ginny Chow: When u on9 i m working when i fong gong u sleeping...it is so hard for me to meet u n chat wit u...but i guess u r having fun in ur company.. update update me oh..

Mei Yan: I am totally lost of contact with you....u din on9, u din facebook n no where for me to update me bout u....wat r u doing rite now? i tot u said lee hom's ad need kay leh feh...im willing to be one...don forget bout me oh... i hope to have a new working environment too...Update me more on u...

Rachel: Hows u thr, u cant on9 so we seldom can see u...but u sometime follow ur BF to check on tis blog ya... sometime take initiative to update update us over here oh...here is the best place to share n shout out!!

Pearlene: Ok is ur turn? Congrats tt u r a qualified nail educator now!! so nex time v got free menicure n pendicure from u issit? hehehee....got free lesson summo rite? hows u n him now? is he treating u good?

Siew mei: Ah Ma!! hows our cute lil boy doing? How old is he now...u mus upload upload some of his photos over here n urs too... u noe u r so so so so far away from us... mus tell us more on tis blog ya...

Blackie: eh u r stil the same...awake in the middle of the nite doing all kind of quizes in FB...can u use all tos time to sleep...don make it a bad habit la later u turn old very fast one... try sleep early half an hour every week to change ur bad habit la ya...not good not good...

Karmun: Hows ur new job? Is almost a month dy......get to mingle around wit ur colleagues? wat u work as now? working life reali not fun rite? Don u think studying is better now?

Alyson: U r so near to me but our heart r far apart from each oth... Hows ur Marco Polo's life good or soon? U still studying part time? everything good?

The last but not least---Pei Chi: U can on9 but jus dono we can see u sharing ur happiness wit us.. U invited us to ur wedding but u don treat us as ur fren oso... Gave birth dy oso din inform me...haih....

My life over here is full of complication....the older the more problems... being alone is so scary, i don even feel lik going home cos im scare to face my parents tt will pop out some question to me n i dono how to answer em. I feel so misarable now...everyday moving wit no direction. Im jus a failure, failure in everything and can anyone of u can create a 忘情水 for me...? I cant control myself anymore.. i lied on the bed wanted to sleep but i cant...i saw food wanted to eat but jus cant swallow...haih...reali fan n senfu ah.. if u all are my good frens don ask me y.. tis is all i tell.. hope we can meet up again....make it more often ya.. clover forgive all our frens n put ur efforts back to us can?